Time and again god brings to us, his vessels, who are loyal and Ives us a heads up, a warning, a sign, to move forward....
The past months have had its affect on me, weeks of sleepless n painful recovery days, baby cues, older kids attention seeking, amidst it all, feeling a sense of 'not my real self'......hormone imbalances post te baby, healing time, emotional and physical...a few weeks of feeling left alone, not being cared for....it seemed hard to see what new lesson god was teaching....
It's a little more clear, he wanted me to rethink of my ways of life, my priorities, my deals, my sacrifices, my heart..god really cares for me that he brought me to a desolate place, of loneliness inspite of being around people, he showed me that I need him more than he nes me......I am weak, a fallible creature, moulded by his hands, being shaped for his glory. he cannot stand unholiness and lithium, he wanted to purge me, now I know, a little more of his purpose..knew it always, it was hard to embrace it....
He wanted me to think of returnng back to him, set back in line with him the way he desires...he broke me but for his glory....
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